Wednesday, 31 December 2008
OK i am totally sick here -,-
I wanna go to library with huisian!!! and i am totally blessed with this sickness thanks!!! But there is a good thing about this sickness is that i don't need to go to tuition so oyin, you are really on your own now!!! I can't help you for this week(:
Currently now, am chatting with si ferdo, she totally want to go to school kekek laa.
Ok i am now tried so bear with me....................
10:57 am
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
What happened today?
Nothing much lerr, yesterday done survey because i was damn bored=B Last night after i logged out from the computer, and saw that hui sian had send me this message so i called her and we decided to go out to the library! yes ah!!! at last out from prison even though it means doing holiday homework. yea and now, my brother is bugging me as he wants to tag along! dream on!!!
Yesterday my dad declare that he will be able to send me to school everyday, great or what? I dunno what happened to his head but its all worth it! grr i am craving for a chip chocolaye ice-cream. i dunno why-,- craving sucks as i know my mother won't give it to me!!!
I had finished reading harry potter and deathly hallows which is crazyly exciting and scary plus funny. dengg
This post is boring, i know... just bear with me people!
1:42 pm
Monday, 29 December 2008
1. Explain your relationship status:
- single beb(:
2. Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
-you change you mind like a girl changes clothes(hot n cold) i just love the song=)
3. What did you wear today?
-T~shirt and and long pants
4. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
-neither(: .
5. How many windows are open on your computer?
-2
6. What are you doing after this?
-pray [i think]
7. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- at johor, the jom heboh heboh thinggy.
8. Do you like to Cuddle?
-err, what is it?
9. Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
- nur eliza bte zainudin even though she is like 3 yrs older than me.. she is really cool(:
10. Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C or J?
-simple; nope!=D
11. Do you like hugs?
-depends on what occasion
12. Are you a loud person?
-not that quite. i only loud with someone i know (: what they say setan pakai mask! =D
13. Look to your left, what do you see?
- a messaging chair my dad bought for my mum(:
14. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
-to meet _________=D
15. Would your parents be mad if you come home smashed?
-yaw think?!
16. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling’s friend?
-nope!.
17. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
-yup it does but.... how can i, 1 person change them when themsleves don wanna change):.
18. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
-hmm, who knows, maybe yes or maybe no? it still a question(:
19. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
-yup and its a girl=)
20. Who was the last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
-my aunt-,- she likes to ask about school-_-
21. How often do you hold back from saying what you think?
-a lot of times; i am secretive at times(:
22. Last serious hug?
-my mama; when she went for hajj(:
23. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
-will not lerr:D
24. Is something bothering you?
-yup and i am totally depress about it): hais
25. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
-neh they always say, mata sepet like chinese? grr! -,-
26. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
-lets chage ourselves for the better than changing people(:
27. What time you woke up this morning?
-about 10.30
28. Would you go back in time to change something?
-yerps. a lot mann but i dont have super power!!! screamz!
29. Is it hard leaving people behind?
-sometimes for the people that i care only(:
30. What are you excited for?
-Still alive as i got this thigg______________?(ony atqa knows)
31. Who was the last missed call from?
-my mama(: she hates it but i love it heheh.
What was the last thing you spent your money on?
-buy bag at chong pang which cost about $16.50 damn it(:
33. Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
-no (:.
34. What are you doing right now?
-doing this survey and playing tom and jerry with my bro, nabil haris =P
35. Can you handle the truth?
-will try to handke it as now i am handeling it=(.
36. How's your life lately?
-very;very depressing
37. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
-having________(only atiqah rashid knows.)
38. Do you hate being alone?
-only in the night, i hate ghost!
39. Where were you last night?
-at chong pang to buy bag! how much more must i phrase this!!!
40. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
-orange squeze(: yummy fatini likey
41. Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- no way! yucky!
42. When did you first get Myspace?
- huh? tak ada(:
43. Are you drifting away from any friends?
-yup the names are___________________
44. What are you listening to?
-its called building. THUMP THUMP
=P
45. What are you doing tonight?
-watch tv and not to forget little nyonya(:
46. Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
-huh? nobody put their arm around me (:
47. Are you wearing socks?
-neh
48. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
-yup! sweet and bubble gum(:
49. Who's your last text from?
-Atqa; si ferdo tuu(:
50. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
-sometimes.. if they are close enough for me to answer
51. Ever kiss someone who smokes?
-nope just smile and wave =B
52. Someone on your mind right now?
-yes and its too personal
53. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-entah maybe yes maybe no. its just too complicated
54. Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
-my anoyying brother-,-
55. Where were you at 2.02 this morning?
-sleep?
56. Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
-takde maknenye
57. Anyone told you a secret this week?
-nope but i tell someone my dreadfull secret but its last week(:.
58. When was the last time you bought something?
-yesterday and it was a school bag not bragging though!
59. Do you play an instrument?
-nope=( because i suck!
60. What's your favourite number?
-eight as eight is really cool. why? idk =B
List down the people you would like to sabo according to your favourite number.
- Janice
- Xinmin
- Hui sian
- Atqa si ferdo tuu
- Nabil bin haris(:
- yati si selowww
- farah yg pakai seluardalam kat luah(superheroine!)
2:19 pm
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Dear readers(:
My mum is asking me to notice the time rapidly. It is going to be 2009 in just a matter of days not moths urgh! Will biting my nails during that time. Who will be biting nails with me? ahaha crazy mannz. Just now, changed water for my fuzzy fuzzy. who is that? well its my pet fish! ahaha i caught it at longkang=D ...(gilerrr!)
Yesterday went to chong pang to buy bag and hope to bump into some of my friends or, old neighbours but then, nobody came! i don't even bump on with anyone urgh! why all of you don't go to chong pang! ahaha kidding (: bought this adidas bag very nice i like! actually at first i wanted to take this 'kappa' brand but then, i decided to not to as last year i had kappa bag.
It cost about $18.00 but then, i get it $16.50 bull's eye! thats my budget you know as i had spend most of my money for a bloody hp and the cable lost! need to go to sunplaza one of these day and buy another cable so pictures are not to be uploaded yet........ -,- wanna get nokia but at last i got LG urh! but still, it fits my budget and have no plans and contract bought it at Esso at yishun near yatty's house or... my old house 310. miss that house to much that every weekend my father will drive us to the blk and look by the window. So dramatic yuck! shall not elaborate more.
Silly silly me!
why i said that? no reason=P
I got to eat pitza at my grans house and it was delicous! and i have lgsania to myslef as no one likes it !sweet!
Gosh i am blabering to much! so gotta shut this comp down after doing a survey so tata!!
"i meet her at last!"
10:25 am
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Its not morning yet and and i am here watching cicakman with nabil and gosh he is laughing hard!
Well, i am not enjoying so much about this filem as i am too woried about other things.
Now i feel helpless after this "meeting" at some place and totally feel helpless.
Gosh my bad... This year there has been a lot of stupid things kept going wrong!
What have i done to most of you people that you decided to make my life difficult? Is it wrong to have a happy ending in my life? Is it wrong if i want to have a perfect peace in my life now since you have make a disaster in me? Are you happy now that i am miserable forever?! gosh i hate you people who had been pretending to my friends but actually hate me!
Following years will be a great deal for me and i hope that 2013 comes at a faster deal as i could not wish to stay _____________ long enough.
I could'nt lie anymore. OMG this post is the most ever lame post in the history of post! gonna smack myself if i ever post this kind of post ever! But i am just so angry with this people as making my life so difficult .
For now, i wanna talk about happy things
After went to this place, my mom decided to go to IMM and bought some things and eat at bagus foodcourt decided to eat yong tau fu. quite nice lerr Then suddenly si ferdo sms~ed me so we chat somethings about school then to 'private things' chatted with si ferdo till 9.15 am then i remembered about this programme -little nyonya- so watch it with mom then decided to make myslef useful and made milo; hot milo. Mom asked me to try milo:mocha. yuck! it taste like coffee. not an old girl man.
yuzziyuzzi(:
11:25 pm
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
Life is boringg!
This week i would swear to you that it will be the most tiring week in my life is it? probably laa... Maybe because i am soo banged that it will be re-opening and seeing some bitches -,-
I swear to you if this time they are trying to make me sick! i will slap their faces and make them swear not to disturb me in thier life anymore! gosh i am getting ego man! An egomaniac thats me if you dare to disturb me!
There are some things i wanna to have in my life for 2009 and i really hope that i succeed. Will pray for it!
I wanna and nobody can stop me!
~make and cherish great friends
~try to be strong and have my own mind then rather people bullying me
~try to be slim
~more hardworking than ever(since i am taking streaming this year)
~wanna meet this three people:Atiqah______, Hairiati_________ and asyakirin______
~Spend more time with _________ (guess what you wanna guess)
~try to read more novels!
*i don't know why i am getting more into this reading thingg*
and last but not least...
TO SLAP SOME BITCHES
Thank you and good night; sleep tight people!
7:23 pm
Monday, 22 December 2008
The trip to KL:
The trip to KL is fantastic! Wake up at 4 am and bathe, the water is sooooo damn cold i shivered for about 10 min and its very tiring-,- flagged a cab and went to LAVENDER mrt next to ICA and waited for the bus. The bus was a double decker bus and race to a plce which is comfortable=P shall not elaborate.
Reached there about1pm and straight away i want to check in the hotel to rest =D happynyer!
I ransack the hotel room and got scolded from dad-_- sway laa deng. Reached the remote control and tune in a lot of channel alone that night because mom and dad went to Masjid India with little bro not inside the room because he shared a hotel room with oyin =D never felt so happy!
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They went to masjid india 8 pm and reahced the hotel 11 am! goodness me! a good thing i did'nt go with them if not"___________!". WAIT! fatini is crapping!! well a good thing that they bought some de~licious food as i am damn hungry. I ate this burger which is delicious yum! i dont't know what is the ingredient but as long as it is edible, i am willing to try! Fatini! stop your crapness at instant! heheh so into myslef nowdays, dont know why...
Husian!! i cannot wait for the day we will be going to school together! and xinmin; supergirl wanna disturb you more & more! janice can't wait for "_________" shall not elaborate more(:
"Atqa;ferdo... wish that i could tell you whats going on in my life. I just felt that i could tell you my problems now... goodness gracious me! you're just one of a kind. thanks babe!"
3:23 pm
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
My blog is officially dead -,-
Duh! of course, nothing to blog mannnn! Holiday is starting to suck when mum says, no more sleeping at cousins house! damn it!!! =o
Yesterday went to airport and bugis with family went to airport because mum wanna see how this terminal three looks like and it turns out to be quite boring but i get to buy a wonka nerds candy with grape and strawberry flavour ; okok best!
Even went to bugis as my bro wanted to buy a starbuck tee there. went there..... bought pants, hoodie and teee=D shalll not elaborate more
So.... overall, the trip there is quite good and fun indeed on the way there, sms-ed janice and kak liza. i crap a lot with kak liza talk about.................................
"indeed it was fun!"
10:52 am
Sunday, 14 December 2008
Heya bullies(:
Wanna talk about the zoo trip^.^ gosh it was damn fun! Slept at 2.30 am the day before and woke up at 6 total dread man! shall not elaborate more...
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Kak adah took us there and i slept in the car for a while (: Reached there about 8.30 and bought some biscuits and some food heheh dont wanna buy the food there, so expensive! We decided to look at the animals like err, baboon, hippo, white tiger; my favourite okok best (: white tiger is my favourite since the episod the man get eaten by it... i guess the man deserve it! Why jump into the enclosure? and hel~lo! the tiger's feeding time is 2.20 pm and you went in 12.00 serves you right! can't really blame the tiger becoz human is also their food :P shut up fatini!
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Had breakfast with the baboon (: so fun and really funny and went to boat dock to take a boat to kidzworld sit beside irfan deng(: called him barney becoz his arm is sooooo puny:D:D:D:D shiok shiok! it took about 10 mins and reached there, i bought some thingsss like.................. thinggggssss (:
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After that, i bought flip-flops because mine are broke!!!! its nice and it cost about $3.90 soo its not so expensive kekeh so its time for me to chiow!
"ladeyyyy i am sooo bored with you"
3:54 pm
Friday, 12 December 2008
Hey dears(:
I don't know if you miss me or not but today i really had a great time:D:D:D went to Singapore Zoo and went to kidz world and after the trip, i bought some souveniers for my family (: i bough err, bell for my dad and to remind him to go and pray, keychain for mum because i don't know what to buy for her and for myslef? Shall not elaborate(: Zippppppppppppppp
This is going to be a really short pose as i am totally tired and maybe if my effort for typing again coems, will tell you the details(:
"I am not the old~girl(:"
5:22 pm
Tuesday, 9 December 2008
Wanna get fast to the subject(:
Wake up at 10 pm and saw nabil asking me to wake me up and singing a horrible song that make me wake up. Take a bath and was forced to make breakfast hunney(: don't know why but i like making breakfast darlink...
Tell you what... i tried to finish up my holiday homework which was history and english tried to do geography but dad said that he need to do his office work so will try to do tomorrow :S
At about 4.00 pm, granny came with kak mila and mak uda(aunt) Kak mila and i slack and chat about things(: Then kak mila crack up some jokes which is damn funny! Shall not elaborate more laaaaaa sayang(:
7.55 dad wanted to send back my gran and aunt(: So went with dad and we took the car after sending them, went to my other gran's house and slack a bit there before taking their chairs as they don't want it. After that went to asmah dandut's house dont' ask who is asmah dandut then.... don't ask! heheh:B
"it;s time to stop... i'm leaving you behind so long:("
10:23 pm
Monday, 8 December 2008
heylo dears....
Seriously i don't know why nowdays i cannot stop blogging, i feel very disturbed if i cannot blog for a day or two and i kept sleeping late now, its very scary but the heck i care now because i have been thinking about this for a while....
For the past years, i have been blogging about stupid idioting stuffs which really is dumb and un-readible and talking about people and stuff and saw their weaknesses but then i realised that, i also have my own weaknesses that i never had noticed. been looking at other people's badness and not realising mine. thinking that i am the only one perfect and other people are un~perfect . Well now i am straitening up myself to all you people out there and show you, who i really am so here goes:
I could not be a good friend sometimes as i always thinking about myslef without thinking about my friend. Like when i chatted at MSN i always talked about my problems without thinking that hey! they also got problem laaaa dumb ass! so i decided to change so that i wont dissapoint them so i tried to change and try to be a new person but things must have gone wrong as i had a fight with a bestfriend of mine because of gossips): i know this is an old dumb story, why must you bring it up again? Hey this is my blog an di wanna express all this thingg and this blog is not suppose to be happy all the time? hey get a life, life is not always happy there could be sad times and here it is, one of the sad times. After all that gossiping are all gone i decided to to gossip about other people and try to change to a better person. Honestly saying, i have had bad luck in all of this. trying to make friends in secondary school because i am the only one at xishan and tellling you truthfully, for the past 1 month at secondary school, i have got a darn hard life, sitting alone at the canteen trying to make friends but people are just avoiding me as they had their own friend and no one to share laughter with. When i got into the internet and try to check on my old friends, all fo them seemmed very......... great and exciting by gettting new lovely friends and me, a big fat zero! A few months later got some friends and of course gossips start and i end up form friends to best friend to true friends. my life in secondary school have been very hard and the true friends that i have in secondary school is HUI SIAN JANICE AND XINMIN thanks girls(: even though i have been a lousy friend, you still stick trough me(: seriously i have become and outsider to (tell you honestly) Nasyirah, Syahirah, Quraisyah, Rasyidah and Habshah. Nasyirah, you and i have been great friends but then things started to change... To tell you people honestly, i already know that rasyidah had hatted me for a while after we became friends i could feel it. whenever quraisyah is around you had shown me that you seriously don't want me to be quraisyah's friend or habshah and syahorah for that matter. to tell you the truth i don't even care. i just want to get out of WGS and go to other school with my friends soooooo it dosent really mattersssssss(: to the boys who had been in my friends in secondary school, i really have nothing to say, sometimes you really wanna be friends and somwtimes its just hi and bye... i just can't tell(:
I just damn sad posting this post as i have to face these thigns for 4 years..... its just luck for me i guess(: i' ll just have to face it myself till then goodbye and goodnight(:
~fatini~
1:35 am
Sunday, 7 December 2008
heyhey(:
This week is the most superb week ever! First our cousins had a sleepover at our house, and of course there are some misunderstanding and so on but hey! a sleepover is not suppose to be perfect!
Thursday, 4/12/2008
Went to anvalche( i still don't know how to spell it!) swimming complex! yay took multi colour slide which i always choose bright green or yellow then the twister slide which is extremly terrifiying gosh the heart beat goes like this: THUMP THUMP and in the end i loved it! kakas(: lu pikir la sendiri...heheh that is the phrase my cousin, abg wan use (: after swimming dad send us to my cosuin's house which is at punggol andshe told us that her husband, abg wan is going to drive us to giant tampines in the evening and do cup cakes! lol i could not belive it but she said that we would be doing this cupcakes thingg with her friend, siti.
Friday, 5/12/2008
Believe it or not, we made the cup cakes from the company of bookworm lurvessssssssssss heheh. eh farah umairah! even a bookworm also know how to make cupcakes haha but of course we use instant so it will be faster and not to mess up the house(: her friend came to her 'own kids" named Hanna Haidah and Hanis cute but very young to make cupcakes with us the 'big kids' chey after doing the cupcakes decided to have KFC deliveryso eat pieces of chicken with the 'whole gang' after that slack till 6 and went to down town east to eat HEI SUSHI yum!
Saturday, 6/12/2008
Played monopoly spongebob with cosins and after dad abg wan said that we will be going to downtown east watching cicakman 2: PLANET HITAM will not tell you anything about it soooo watch it yoursleves! after that went to 'kids kampong and feed the duck and chicken and not to forget fish they really look hungry hazim feed a goose form his own hands, yuck! nabil and irfan feed the rabbits and some catch fish which with wormsss i catch quite a small one but i feel great! then went to courts and eat spagetti with grilled chicken and went back home(:
~chiow~
" have a happy life"
4:22 pm
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
bonjour(:
Just now watch this movie called FOUR CHRISTMASES . It was okay-okay for me and i vote 6/10. dad finished up all the popcorn and i only get a bit but the heck i care:D
Today thought of seeing Pola's sister but i think that why not tomorrow as i get my hp from the shop today. my hp got repair so shall not elaborate:D And pola hunney if you are reading this post, tell your sister my hp number yea? thanks a lot will tag you kay? okok lame ah fatini
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Tomorrow will be going swimming cant wait! I know i had been blabbering this swimming thing
heheh will ends here
"Hazim is being totally selfish todayy"
3:42 pm
~yaaaaaaaa~
ergh today i am sooo damn angry with hazim because he stole my milo for the third time! shit laaaa! The forst time wwe were watching Open Season 2 damn it! he said he was soooo thirsty so yea i gave him the chance then at night i made milo again and he drank upa whole jug! that is sooo out of my anger line but still...... decided to give him a cahnce again and now 12.15 am i made milo again 1 whole jug nearly full to the brim, and i left it on the dining table and by the time i went to back, it was gone, every sip of the water was suck up! That was totaly un~cool believe me! sooo just now get scolding from mak! sial seyyy she only think of the three boys and said that they are still small and have their own feelings... blah-blah as if i want to hear...
Ok i know what you wanna say, hey! hate your own mum? fine,fine but really am angry with her ok stop being sooo automatic lame lerr fatini. tomorrow will be meeting pola's sister or her friend i think, who cares?! don't ask why i wanna meet her! will staple my lips(:
OK people, i need to make a choice whether we wanna go to zoo, snow city & movie. Which to choose? the rate will be...
Zoo: 7 people=$90 (quite expensive for a smelly place ergh!)
Snow city: 7 people=$97 (dad say that he must consult with mom as this haven't count the jackets and the necessary outfit)
Movie:7 people=$52.50( the most cheapest among all but the shows are quite boring but we consider to go for 4 days christmas[if i am not wrong])
Why the seven people? well it includes my cousin which are~ hazim, irfan & wafiy so..... 4+3=7
now you are clever like me! heheh
Thursday we decided to go to Avalanche* i don't know how to spell it* swimming complex! gerek me lykey. Been there before and kak jun said that she would like to bring us there and after that go back to her house and make cupcakes whoopee then on sunday go back home and try to finish my homework*i think!*
I was thinking really hard.... why is holiday really fun when it is nearing school holiday the activities are getting more pumped up! yay! my life is not such a bore now.....
heheh people this is really a record for fatini as i had post for 3 times in a row! ~whooo~ this activities thing really get me going crazy like hell! Now its 2.15 am and my eyes are totally crashed! now i feel like sleeping so tata(:
"have a grate time baby"
12:24 am
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
2 nd post for the dayy
Decided to change the blogskin as the old is sooooooo hehe don't know what to say gagagagagagaga. cute ah korang okok best ^.^
Aku tahu... tuu jeee? heheh more coming up i think. anywayyy new news. we decided to go to movies so tomorrow, tiga abdul and us will be watching four days chrismas.. nicenice
"spread the love"
2:18 pm
Yo babes(:
Last weekend was indeed fun! Went to johor and sleep at my aunt's house and it was indeed fun! going to SMART and i shall not elaborate more because some accident happens-_-
I got to buy DVD high school musical 3, madagascar 2 and open season 2(: Mak let me buy ice-cream and choose my own soft toy okok best best ^.^
But going home is a problem.... the car broke down! lame shit ah that car :B dad said he will be going to sell the damn car(: yay! super duper ar ayah! (:
Yesterday....
'had fun' cleaning up the house and then 3.00pm went outside and take 965 to sengkang and went to compassvale shiok! bought long sleeve shirt and great jeans. Nabil bought great bag it took us a long time to decide... okok shall not elaborate yo!
Go and fetch irritating cousin which we nicknamed tiga abdul !whoa! they wore M&N shirts. Very cute ah(; then go back home and releks for a while(: shall not elaborate more:P
At night played monopoly and UNO i win the monopoly game and hazim win the UNO game. After playing decided to watch AMAZING RACE err very sad ): mother and son team lost all because of that fucking mother. She doesn't want to hold the passport and the money and let her son carry everything! stupid right? shit lame siaaa and then the son was soooooo depress and had forgotten about the passprt and money so kesian:( but while watching i forgot everything about MIND YOUR LANGUAGE programme! ergh, so angry with myslef :B
Then i go to sleep around 3.30 am because i was chatting with cousins about lame stories but it was fun! ^.^
Todayyyyyyy
Still decided whether want to go to Movie, Zoo or snowcity and now.... still deciding-_-
Just now, dad and i went to push my old wardrobe downstairs! eeeeeiiiiiiii shall not elaborate anymore because it was tooo embarassing and gagagagagagagagagagagai got to buy bubble tea! best ah ayah! i know i kept repeating it but he was sooo fun this week!(:
'don't forget me hawtstuff!'
11:13 am
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