Friday, 30 January 2009
Yesterday was superb tiring, but i think this dosen't come once in a while so i must bear with it but i know one thing for sure. I'm gonna miss her even though i am not that close to her. Well, my aunt, makngah died yesterday at 1 pm but i didnt get to see it as i was just going back home but it dosen't matters as, its not my fault i need to go to school right? I got sms from mak and i quickly bath and change while waiting for ayah. We reached there about 4 pm. Why 4 pm? well, shall not elaborate. By then, a lot of people come already but still i can squeeze inside my late aunts room(: I saw ayu. Who is ayu? Well, i decided not to tell you guys who she is but thanks for asking though! (haha)
After the 'tahlil' and 'solat jenazah', there send her to the cemetary and bury her. I did'nt get to see it as i had not done my prayers. But fortonately, i get to see her face for the last time before she was buried. I really miss her, i do but i don't know why i am not close to her well her late husband pak ngah, i did'nt miss so much as i never see him much. The last time i see him before he died, Its like 3 months? so, there are no like memories to keep. But mak ngah, mak nagh is different. The last time i saw her is before school open but its like1 month and we visited her frequently saw i heard her last voice, her last smile, her last laugh her last everything.
Gosh, i miss her so much but i know that i can do nothing about it.
Sad;sad
3:29 pm
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
Has been a long time since i cool down and down and now i have=B
So sorry if i have been totally shit nowdays, maybe my mood swings comes again-,- but the last post is totally true and i'm am totally not forgiving her!! fcuk you!
Chinese new year i went to Melaka. So sweet siaaaa=D,ok maybe not so sweet as there are some upside-down memories but still i will treasure them. I stayed at Equatorial and guess what? There is a disney channel! I'm in LOVE with disney channel the programmes are:
- Wizard of Waverly place
- Hannah Montana(lame! but still i like)
- Cory in the house
- Suite life in Deck
- That's so Raven
- Lilo and Stitch
And some other programme but i have fogotten.
ok, i think i am going to crap so will end here(:
Bye syg...
4:02 pm
Friday, 23 January 2009
Oh i am really, really mad with this person!
I totally hate you from start of school. I'call you mulut murai!
You should know who are you, you_______!
Sorry! i had not been logging in this blog for quite sometimes. i really had a tight schedule -.-
And sorry for getting those out from my mouth but i am so damn angry man and i want to realease this to my blog so bear with me(: i wanna say the name but... scared that she will paisey. whatever still i am a human not like her! unhuman!! I will never forgive you till death! How could you tell the secret when i trusted you?
The story:
me: Hey _______ can i trust you?
____: Yes!
me: Don't tell anyone
____: ok, i promise
me: *the secret*
Recess time went to change and i was inside the toilet and was changing. When i was about to go out, i heard her voice and tell her friends about the secret! damn her laaa... she told form A-Z and i heard everything. I felt that i want to slept her srupid idiot face! and she also add something:
"eh, korang jgn blang fatini yg kite blang awak tau! fatini kat mana eh? tak nampak pun dia kat kelas."
For people who know me at primary school that i will surely shout wheni heard this kind of nonsence. but in secondary i tried not tooo but my blood suddenly shoot up siah just by telling you.
I just open the toilet door and left them there. i know she is surprised but i don't care. this is what i want to tell her when she read this blog...
"Eh ________! kau dgr sini eh! Kau memang mulut murai seyy. Dulu aku fikir kau dah baik tapi rupanya kau ni memang tak boleh be trusted. Kau buka mata kau dan baca ni... sampai mati aku tak akan maafkan.dunia akhirat. Lepas ni kau nak bilang semua org ni semua, silakan, i don't have worries. Apa yang aku tahu, kau punya kawan ni semua, for me is nothing and for you info, aku tak pernah boleh tahan dgn atittude kau. Ok fine, maybe i can be irritating sometimes because i am not a perfect human. Selalu aku punya style, forgive and forget. But for you, its extra special. I can live without you laa! get a life! ni aku tak gossip. Kau fikir aku tak tahu yg kau memang tak suka aku? Aku act bodoh je. Kau tak tahu siapa aku sebenarnya. So jgn act pandai. Kau nak blang mak-bapak kau? Abg kau? its none of my business. and remember i will never forget what you did to me on my previous yrs. My life have been hell with you!"
Woodgorve exprience is really a nightmare. I hope to get out soon but...i know, i have to be patient..... btw________, with you, i am no human at all! i will never eat up my words for you
10:09 am
Friday, 16 January 2009
Sello!
I don't know why but u really like to write this sello thing. i know, it crazy but... ah! don't care. Had mass run just now and luckly, i pass so no need to run again -,-.yadayada
Then had scienceand mr shukor is really funny only sometimes he's kinda lame, sorry but its my own opinion erhz...
Oh yea i had forgotten to write, We had a groupwork. My partners are: Yasmin, atiqah, syahirah and kamisah. ok, they are funny and the storyline was quite nice i have no complaints there and guess what? Yasmin and atiqah made a group name called cikodok! its fascinating because its like catchy. ok fatini lame-.-
Gonna miss all of you people badly as my comp a bit gila & i have a tight schedule as i need to pass my exam ergh!
ok, done complaining
I know i'm gonna miss you ):
2:15 pm
Sunday, 11 January 2009
Sello!
I don't know why i am so hyper with sello but i kinda like it =D ok, i am not here to crap but just to tell you my first day at my religious school(:
Wake up and it is alreay about 8.15 and i panicked! My religious class starts at about 45 mins time and how can i be late at my first class? quickly bathe and put on the uniform and have a slice of bread with some margirane since my peanut butter had been finished yesterday. gosh, this is going to be a long composition(: Dad send me there and blahblah. I think i made a new friend whose name is azura. She's kinda nice. well she made me a nickname, goshi! ahaha i don't know why but i like the name goshi gedeng slahaha. this is getting crazier than ever! Here i learntmore than i learnt in masjid darul makmur. here i must study arab, aqidah, sunnah and lots more but i think t is going to be alright
*ok, this is not getting so long that i though =B thought that i wanna go to popular bookstore but... see whats going to happen-,-
Goshi-Goshi=B
2:54 pm
Thursday, 8 January 2009
Gempar babe!
I just qoute it so as i am doublyy bored lerr-,- i know, i'm lame. Reached school early and was reading this mathilda book. Quite nice laa but i was so bored that i feel that i wanna talk to someone before i became insane. Thank goodness, imanina came beofore i became insane=D
Chatted till mr ??? ask us for pledge taking done that, did that and after that i try to start to read harry potter and wow! i guess my bookworm skills are getting crazier! okok crap!
Here in internet also, i am getting bored as people had not been updating maybe because they are busy with this week orientation so no worries(: seriously, i think this blog is just fake as it is going to be dead=D
Gedeng! =D=D
7:55 pm
Monday, 5 January 2009
Sello peepoops
Today was really intrugrating. Silly silly-_- dad send me to school too early and there was only a group of people and while sitting, saw one of the sec 1 guy; lets call it a boy, was standing there like a statue. don't wanna be rude but, he was standing there when the the parade square was still dark until sunlight can be seen. he just standing there dont know what to do. lol! and its kinda weird as there are some sec 1 students also join him standing like statue. ok, thats enough for being rude today (:
Silet reading was a bit too long as it started from 7.45 till 8.15 which was 30 minutes and usually its 7.45 till 8.00 and its only 15 minutes or, less only i know how it feels sitting down from 7.00 to 8.15 ergh! thanks dad for the ride! -,- reached class mr goh let us to the air-con room ah so nice but only 30 minutes then back to class as science class it starting and the teachers name is phuythinn. what do you think? indian name right? WRONG! it is a chinese name! ok if you don't think its logical, i can give you and example... which is, siomin, i first thought that he is chinese but actually he is malay(: simple as that. if you dont understand, i can no longer explain anything to you so bye!
fuzzy~fuzzy is dead =(
4:42 pm
Thursday, 1 January 2009
Alright readers(:
Yesterday i watched coundown at channel 5. Now its 2009 deggg=D wah can't wait for tomorrow to go to school with hui sian =B yay!
jee... yesterday, i get chip chocolaye gagaga! thanks mom =S its getting to touchy now. I'm gonna meet my form teacher next year. who will be? hmmm maybe its ______
Oh these things are coming since school are starting -.-
- Homework
- PE(don't argue=B)
- Cca this year i am totally in for it! ergh!
- Scolding
- Detention
This is all the things that i can think of right now so, if you wanna add up, keep it inside your head and mind.
' tralalalala(: '
3:29 pm
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