Saturday, 28 February 2009
Oh, i am busy,busy,busy manzzzz!
I have not update frequently as i did last year as this year i am super de duper tired. Got back home, do homework(sometimes...) pray then sleep even eating i did sometimes not everytime at home I eat at schoolsometimes with imanina and sometimes with hui sian... OK school is not getting fun right now and yea, i feel that i don't belong ergh! Should choose another school when i get the chance too and yea, last Sunday was a blast. Me, lapar girl and monyet girl totally crap at madrasah and this Si ling girl name diyana suck to the core manzzz! SHe is like WHATEVER!
ok since i am in a rush , this will be the end and i won't promise that i will update more so, toodles!
I just keep those tears with a smile(:
12:29 pm
Thursday, 19 February 2009
OK, today i am feeling very damn weird sey. idk why but yesterday when i fell asleep i dream about this thinggg and really, thinking about this does not make me more comfortable than i am now.. so now i decided not to tell you guys. -_- i'm sorry...
Many things are just troubling me but i won't or want to tell people as i think that people nowdays are cannot be trusted. I want to tell someone but learn that to keep a secret is to keep it to yourself... Ouch! I am being protective of myself and i am beggining to feel lame.
i tried to tell somebody but ah!!!!!!!!!!!
A lot of people are beggining to hate me because yea, i am unreasonable and sometimes i expect too much from someone and yea i wanna say sorry to these people. I know sometimes i can be unreasonable and you won't forgive me but its ok. I have to expect the fact and i am not ashamed to admit my mistake and because i am not good in saying but i'm just good in writing about the feelings. This post is going to be long, i promise you. Maybe after i write this post, most people will hate me and its ok and i feel much better as i have already admit my mistake.
Habshah: I am sorry to hate you before. My heart is full of hatred and i don't know(idk) why. Maybe because i am not happy with myself and blamin other people about it. i am just an irritating brat. I know and i am sorry about it ):
Syahirah: "Syahirah sorry ehk?" Maybe somethings are not what it seems and what i say maybe hurt you and i did'nt feel it. I just cannot say in my mouth but in my heart, things are different so yea, i am sorry. :(
Rasyidah: Yup i know, you have told the secret that i once tell you about it and honestly, i am definately dissappointed but somehow, i decided to give one chance too many.There are things that i am keeping it to myself but now, its all let go. Previous year, yup! i am honest i hate you but now, things are changing and yea! i think i am beggining to be more matured. i'm sorry :(
Quraisyah: I know you are trying your best to like me and i really appreaciate it (: But maybe i am an ungratefull brate who did not appreaciate things that have been there for me. Now i will tell you from my heart that i am greatfull for it but maybe somethings are not meant to be... i'm sorry :(
Nasyirah: Wow! i am missing the time we 'pernah' spend together and yea, last year i think i am a stupid and the most ignorant twerp ever! iam so doubly irritating and i can't stop myself. Seriously shit me! I am most stupid person of earth. To all five of you. But i know that things cannot be change anymore and i hope that even though we are not close friends but a "hi & bye" friend. Its still good to get a smile(: and seriously, i'm sorry :(
* Like i say things cannot be change but until then... GOODBYE
6:42 pm
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
Had finished common test just now at 12.35 pm! Woohoo! Like in composition, i heave a sign of relief(:
From Monday till Wedenesday(16-18Febuary)
Here are the exams that i took:
1. English- Was quite difficult at the opening paragraph
2. History- Quite easy. I like the crossword puzzle
3. Malay- Err, quite ok but the procecolze(idk how to spell) very difficult! wa mati!
4. Literature- The first part quite hard but then i think the multipul choize make it up
5. Science- Wa telah mati!!!!
6. Maths- Ergh! Maybe... ERGH!!!!
Ok, that is half of my week(: So... maybe i will update and maybe i won't as i am very the malas =DDDD so mind me yea?
* My tagboard is totally weird. If nobody give me a tag, none will. If just some 1 person tagg me, my tagboard is loaded! HAH!!!!
(:
I just kept those tears with a smile(:
6:08 pm
Thursday, 12 February 2009
Woohoo people~
Today i am extreamely tired. idk why i am tired but maybe because of some people who likes to gossips. Pls laa girls i am not interested in your bad mouth talking to me, i have given up to be your friends so... stay out from my life thank you very much.
Next is with CCA because i really hate that CCA man! Its sooo stupid. but.. lay it byside
ok, since i'm tired and i have to copy literature book the whole chapter of 13! and need to pass up by 9.30 am! ok, this time i'm totally tired! SERIOUSLY! But.. ah nvr mind
Swwweeettt nibblets!
5:46 pm
Friday, 6 February 2009
Ok, i want this post to be fast sorry people but.. yup, i kinda busy ah:(
Just now at school, two boys had been caned by mr justin. Its quite scary.. ergh! don't wanna to talk about it
had mass run and dumb science. Malay got scolded becoz never do homework(: LCD, Mr junus
was quite funny and maths need to do test. Err, i think i will fail. Don't mind me =P
English was quite ok but then i started to et bored and to stop it, i disturb ahmad. I follow everything he says. He say "ah" i say "ah" ok, lame but it is quite a painful experience. He got quite irritated and beat me. Not to hard but still, painful..
okok, need to go for my tuition class. BYE
=DDDDDDDDD
4:16 pm
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